There was a girl at
the restaurant yesterday and I wanted to kill her. I wanted to tear her throat
out with my bare hands so she couldn’t scream while I bit into her flesh and
tasted. I wanted my lips dripping with someone else’s blood; I wanted my
canines to hit bone and scrape along the muscle. Feel her heart give out in my
hands.
Sitting at the next
table from her was Daniel Westburn: the private investigator hired by the law
firm to follow me. I didn’t think about killing him. I’m envisioning everything
but death for him.
The hunger is starting
to affect my working life. I can’t concentrate. I drink water and I taste
blood. I want to put someone’s head through the industrial shredder. I’ve
broken three nails from scratching at my desk instead of doing my job.
Heather asked me on
Monday if everything was alright at home and I nearly cried.
James.
James doesn’t know how
bad it’s gotten. He knows I’m struggling but he doesn’t know. He took me out to a public restaurant yesterday because…
I don’t know why, but
whatever the reason, it failed.
I. Am. Not. Well.
Someone needs to die.
Soon.
But for now, it can’t
be by my hand. Not until I deal with Daniel
Westburn.
As always, dear readers,
Stay Safe
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