I have no real news to report this week. The body count for
2016 is up to 7 – all of them mine, I promise.
2 hit and runs, 1 poisoning, 3 stabbings, and 1 blunt force
trauma (a hammer outside the hardware store). That reminds me, I forgot to take
James’ meatloaf out of the freezer.
We tried making a bunch of crockpot dinners and freezing
them but that project only lasted one weekend. We’ve still got a few meals left
and then we’ll have to fend for ourselves – oh the humanity.
Jason hasn’t spent enough time at home to enjoy our failed
attempt at efficiency; he’s spent every possible moment “out”. Just “out”. I thought he’d moved on from this
phase but apparently it’s come back. He’s back at school. Grade 11. Last I
heard he was spending all his time in the computer lab with his girlfriend and
a few other friends.
He’s been with that girl for a while now, maybe it’s time
James and I met her. I mean, I’ve seen her but I’ve never had a chance to sit
down and chat with her; get to know her. I don’t even know her name. I’ll take
to James when he gets home and interrogate him.
Outside of the bedroom.
We haven’t done anything that…fun in a long time.
We’ve had sex. Believe me, I’d have mentioned if I wasn’t
being satisfied in all aspects of my life – apparently, I’m open about these
things. We just haven’t done anything creative in several months. Before Sandra
died. Granted there hasn’t been much occasion to play around lately but it just
occurred to me how far I still have to go in terms of repairing our
relationship.
I’m not worried – I’m not – just a little disheartened.
My son is starting to ignore me again, my husband is still
holding back. Just little things. Nothing much else to report. Maybe I’ll have
something interesting to report next week.
As always, dear readers, stay safe.
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